i hate you HD

here we go again... what i've been scared the most is just happened today... that's very bad i guess... i felt so terrible, being so damn fucking bad! i've been humiliate with someone i trusted on but i guess i'm totally wrong bout him... i really don't know how stupid it is... i felt so sad, depressed, frustrated, mad, angry, disappointed and everything goes into in my heart... OMG... i really can't expect this would ever happen... i really feel like dying right now...

i'm wondering why could he did this to me... sampainya hati kau buat aku macam ni... kau tahu tak ini adalah satu penghinaan pada aku? kau dah malukan aku depan orang yang tak sepatutnya tanpa satu sebab pun yang membolehkan kau buat macam tu! kau tak ada hak sikit pun nak jatuhkan harga diri aku! aku rasa sangat bodoh sebab percayakan kau!

kau ingat senang2 je ke aku nak maafkan kau hah? aku benci kau! kalau sampai orang tu jadi benci kat aku sebab benda ni, kau akan menyesal sebab pernah buat aku macam ni... kalau kau nak tahu, kau memang silaplah sebab malukan aku macam ni... kau tak kenal lagi siapa aku... i swear u will pay for it!!!