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Sunday, September 6, 2009

G.U.I.L.T.Y

i really dunno what to say... haih... i know its not fair for him. firstly i memang main-main nak kenakan dia. but how to say ya. i yang terkena. i pon tak faham y. well i got to know a guy. i used to talk to him as when i need him. we used to talk so many things till he said that he fall for me. omg i memang tak sangka its so happen like that. i know it sounds really normal but like i said just now i nak mainkan dia. so... i pon buat2 la terima dia. yang teruk lagi dia dah betul2 nak serius with me. sampai dia cerita semua about his life. dari situ i dapat tahu yang he got problem with his life. dia dah tak ada ibu. dia ceritalah semua kesedihan hidup dia. i jadi kesian sebab i tak honest dengan dia. i dah mainkan perasaan dia. i tipu dia. i know i memang kejam. tapi i really tak sampai hati nak bagitau dia the truth. lagi teruk sebab dia pernah cakap kalau i pergi dari hidup dia. dia sure akan mati. dia sangat baik. dia ada semua ciri lelaki yang semua perempuan nak. tapi sayangnya bukan i. i betul2 tak boleh buka hati i. cukuplah sekali i pernah hilang orang yang i sayang dulu. i serius takut pisang berbuah 2 kali. susah i rawat hati yang pernah hancur satu masa dulu. i tak rela ia jadi lagi.

sorry.. bukan niat pape. just want to share...

1 comment:

  1. i understand ur feelings. sometimes we just a listener je kn? not a lover. i mean someone yg boleh kte count on macam someone yg really close.

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